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The Monster in My Heart
by me
Having been thinking about it, I still did it.
If you ask me why, I will say “I don’t know, either.”
I just kept thinking about it.
I thought I could get away from it forever.
I thought if I locked it, it would be silent in my heart forever.
However, it is not!
Day after day, it kicked, beat my heart, saying, “Let me out!”
The more suppressed I am, the stronger it is!
I just totally lost in despair.
Finally, I surrender.
I let it out.
Let it occupy my heart.
I suppose it will smile with victory.
I suppose it will say, “You are the loser!”
However, it doesn’t.
Actually, it is sobbing like a baby,
Saying, “I am also part of you,
Why do you always think of getting rid of me from you?”
Suddenly, I figure out,
It is not a monster I have kept running away.
It is I that is the monster.
And it is I that I tried to deny!
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